what is my life for

my life is for fell others fell

happiness, success, love, popular, honor, useful, however i wish

my life is for sleeping until late, seeing something shit, however it's the real

my life is for seeing others, thinking matters, however it's the real

there has been hopes, but till now i make a nope

there is i am, who is wanting many things, but doing nothing

if you want to ask something for me god..

i don't want ur heaven, i really don't know what it is

i don't want an eternal, i'm really confuse, if i can do much about this

i just want u to open my mind, give me motivation that will always be in my mind, give me a good thinking

i just want u to give me many chances to explore my self, to show them that i am a good man, i can be their guideance

i just want they said my name who can make their life founded

when i try to close my eyes, feel what i've felt, for a night, for some nights

this words out from my mind

forgive me god, forgive me my self

i believe there is a other soul who want to handle me

or maybe i don't know yet which is mine

the good ones, or one an other

i always believe mine is the good, but many times i was wrong

maybe i am the worst, so i have to change my self

or i am the good who just have to throw the bad, and prove my good

please god, give me the answer

so i can move as soon as possible, where i will drive my self